You might find me traditional by most standards. God knows those of us who seem like this are anything but underneath it all…
I live a normal life as a housewife on the East Coast of the United States. My days are made up of being a housewife, whilst juggling two children and a career as an author. Someday we may get a dog to complete this little family – I’ve always liked Labradors. They seem nice, normal enough.
Though I’m traditional, normal… mundane even on the outside, my interests started to veer from the makings of a cookie-cutter housewife when I was a younger lady. Impressionable. More adventurous…
I only have a passing interest in men. I always did things because I was expected to – that’s what I am on the outside. They would come and go and buy me things, take me out to dinner and there just wasn’t interest on my part for any single one of them.
My female friends on the hand, interested me much more. It was only when I finally learned to unshackle myself from leading too much of a normal life – stifling my passions and being slave to doing things ‘the right way’ – that I started to branch out a little more.
I started going out with more girls, being a little more ‘touchy-feely’ and seeing who reciprocated. It was all fun and games at the time – I was simply bored by what I was meant to be enjoying sexually.
I had a few casual flings with girls in my early twenties – reveling in the female form and losing myself in its beauty. Plus, it was a lot more fun to finally be giving myself permission to do it. With some of the girls it was just sex, but with a few there was more to it – but for some reason I couldn’t let myself get attached.
After experimenting with a lot of different girls, I knew how I felt. It wasn’t just some raw, lustful experience. I wanted something deeper. That’s when I reconnected with Amy – my current wife of 10 years.
Although our relationship isn’t traditional, our life is fairly straightforward. We hold together a simple, loving family and I’m glad I went down this path.
It’s when I’m living my gentle life that I find myself exploring deeper into my inner passions – writing about the deepest parts of my own romances, delving further into my darkest fantasies and then injecting them into my work.
Although, I am a traditional romantic at heart and this will always be what colours my work the most. It’s the connection between two people, which really does it for me – no matter the sexes, the age difference, or what they enjoy behind closed doors!